“I don’t call myself a poet, because I don’t like the word. I’m a trapeze artist.” – Bob Dylan

For Bob Dylan’s birthday

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“When I first heard Elvis Presley’s voice I just knew that I wasn’t going to work for anybody and nobody was going to be my boss. Hearing him for the first time was like busting out of jail.” – Bob Dylan

“Nobody was going to be my boss” is one of my favorite comments from a fellow musician on the impact Elvis had. There’s also this from Keith Richards’ great memoir. My favorite comment about Elvis very well may be George Harrison’s response to the question from an interviewer about his musical roots. Harrison, surprisingly, said he didn’t have any musical roots. The only “root” he could think of was from when he was a kid in Liverpool, hearing “Heartbreak Hotel” playing through an open window.

But Dylan: hearing a song, hearing a singer, on the radio, and suddenly knowing that “nobody was going to be my boss”?

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Bob Dylan considering Elvis

Elvis recorded Dylan’s song “Tomorrow is a Long Time” in 1966. Dylan had written it, and recorded a demo of it in the early 60s. He played it in his concerts, and others started recording it. (Everyone recorded it, including Odetta, which is how Elvis heard it.)

No matter. Elvis’ cover was buried on the soundtrack album for the movie Spinout, and it didn’t make a splash of any kind (and it should have, it’s a high point of his 60s recordings, and different from anything else he ever did, before or since.) Elvis sang a couple of other Dylan songs during his live shows in the 70s, “Don’t Think Twice,” and “I Shall Be Released” – and he liked “Blowin in the Wind”, and would sing it around the piano with his buddies (there’s a tape recording of this), even though it seems like Elvis and Dylan would have had nothing in common, especially socially/politically. But “Tomorrow is Such a Long Time” is the best of all of these. It’s haunting, eerie, James Burton showing his genius with his Telecaster. Dylan officially released the song in 1971, I believe, after a decade of performing it live, and a decade where everyone and their grandmother had recorded it. It was one of those songs.

Bob Dylan: “The highlight of my career? That’s easy, Elvis recording one of my songs.”

Coda: I wrote about Martin Scorsese’s film Rolling Thunder Revue for my Film Comment column.

“I don’t adhere to rabbis, preachers, evangelists, all of that. I’ve learned more from the songs than I’ve learned from any of this kind of entity. The songs are my lexicon. I believe the songs.” — Bob Dylan

 
 
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Physical Media Booklet Essay

Physical Media Booklet Essay is the brainchild of Sean Abley, whom I have known since we were 20something actors running from blackbox theatre to storefront theatre and back up and down the stores of Lake Michigan. He had a theatre company back then and was also a playwright, and his ambition was very PRO-active then, something that really stood out because when you’re “just” an actor you can feel at the mercy of forces beyond your control. At any rate, here we still are, doing our thing, where I interview him about his book Queer Horror: A Film Guide, and Sean is still making stuff – plays and essays and all the rest – plus creating (designing, editing, producing) zines like Physical Media Booklet Essay, which he very kindly asked me to contribute to.

The zine’s concept is not easily put into words, and we have been holding back in our descriptions, hopefully to add to the fun and anticipation.

Suffice it to say: the essays included are written by Sean, myself, Calpernia Addams, Rich Newby, Michael Varrati, Sarah Stubbs, Heather Petrocelli, Julieann Stipidis, and Dave White. Each is about 2,000 words long, typically the length of any booklet essays, the type of which accompanies all 4k re-releases on DVD/Blu-ray of classic films (like the ones Criterion specializes in). A “physical media booklet essay” is always a plum assignment for any film/culture writer – monetarily but also creatively. Physical media is part of this equation because … of course … they exist in the real, not just virtual world.

And with AI looming, being forced upon us, in the year of our Lord 2026 where commencement speakers have been rolling out their AI endorsements (almost like they all agreed upon it beforehand) – and, beautifully, blessedly, looking totally baffled when all of the graduates start booing them as one … making real stuff which exists in the real world – stuff we can touch, stuff we can own – feels more important than ever now. Like Guillermo del Toro has been saying about Frankenstein: “art about humans made by humans.”

What are the Physical Media Booklet Essay essays about?

Films that have not been released due to … reasons, but not the reasons you might suspect. I don’t mean to be coy. Sean will be releasing interviews with each of us on his podcast, where we will discuss the movie we wrote about, letting the cat out of the bag. For now … I wrote about a low-budget (on the verge of no-budget) mid-90s film … seen by no one. Not really. I mean, you sort of have, in a way, but it’s complicated.

Purchase the zine – on Sean’s store – it will also be available on Amazon, and there are also international options for purchase.

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“When I aim at praise, they say I bite.” — Alexander Pope

How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
-— Alexander Pope, from “Eloisa to Abelard”

Alexander Pope was born on this day in 1688.

He was so huge in his day, so talked-about, so hated and feared by some writers – and so loved by other writers – that his lapse into total obscurity for over a century – until he was rediscovered in the 20th century, is one of those fascinating – and alarming – literary phenomena. People are “in style” and then they aren’t. They are so much NOT in style that they are forgotten. A link in the chain of cultural continuity is broken. It will take reparative work to connect the chain. It’s good to keep in mind that nothing is forever.

Pope was so famous, so dominant, so feared, it’s not surprising he was a huge target. Writers reacted against Pope – and against the whole Neoclassical era – for 100 years. Every “movement” creates its own counter-movement. Reacting AGAINST something is how the culture moves forward. After Pope’s generation came the Romantics, and we still live in the world made by the Romantics. The Romantics changed everything. The 18th century Enlightenment yielded to subjective Romanticism which morphed into late 19th-century curlicues, which was then demolished for all time by Modernism.

But let’s get back to Pope.

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“Boredom is very important in life. It helps you feel when something is wrong.” — John Strasberg

It’s John Strasberg’s birthday today. I told this story before on here years ago, when I used to write like this on here, on occasion. Figured I’d re-post it. He is very very important to me.

Back in the late ’90s, I took an intense acting workshop with John Strasberg, son of Lee Strasberg, and author of one of my favorite acting books/memoirs, Accidentally on Purpose. The workshop lasted 4 or 5 days but I came out of it altered. The quote in the title to this post is one of the things he said during the workshop. I never forgot it. Going into it, I was tense with excitement and anticipation, because Lee Strasberg was so important to my own development and growth, particularly as a teenager, and Lee’s influence was so vast – considering the Studio circle in which I ran – that being connected, in some small way, to Lee’s legacy was really exciting to me. I did not know much about John Strasberg at the time, although I had read his sister Susan’s books, in which he is often quoted, and exists as a peripheral figure to the main triangular drama going on between Susan and her parents (Lee and Paula). John came off as a troubled young man, resisting his parents’ domination, and hurt by their affectionate tender relationships with the actors they coached (in stark contrast to their rigid displeasure towards him). But I didn’t know much about him as an acting teacher. How does one become an acting teacher if you are the son of one of the most famous acting teachers who ever lived? How do you begin to come out from underneath that shadow?

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The zine is here: Physical Media Booklet Essay

The new zine – created and produced and edited by Sean Abley is here. It is called PHYSICAL MEDIA BOOKLET ESSAY. The idea behind it, the concept – is rather high concept and we’re still not saying exactly what it is. However: this is a rif on the “booklet essay” side of film criticism. Sean had this idea to invite writers to write 2,000-word booklet essays for films that … haven’t been released … yet? More than that I can’t say.

It’s only $10 total plus postage, and you can get it directly from Sean here. You can also get it from Amazon come June but why would you do that when you can support the artist directly?

Sean did it all, including the very cool design and layout.

The roster of very cool writers: Sean, Calpernia Addams, Richard Newby, Heather O. Petrocell, Julieann Stipidis, Sarah Stubbs, Michael Varrati, Dave White, and yours truly.

I love the idea of artists like Sean creating his own stuff. It’s the wave of the future, I’m telling you. Or … it’s now. It’s bleak out there. We have to make our own stuff.

An accompanying podcast will be arriving in a couple of weeks.

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“There’s nobody as good as the Ramones, never will be.” — Joey Ramone

“To me, John Lennon and Elvis Presley were punks, because they made music that evoked those emotions in people.” — Joey Ramone

It’s Joey Ramone’s birthday today.

Nothing I can say will top my brother Brendan’s essay on seeing The Ramones at the Living Room in Providence. So I’ll pass the mike. It’s one of my favorite things Bren has written – with a HELL of a final sentence – JESUS. Not only does he describe that show – and the extraordinary nature of it – but he evokes that whole entire time, and what it meant to be a fan of “that kind of music” in the ’80s, and what the Ramones signified and embodied.

The Living Room, Pt. 3: One Two Three Four, by Brendan O’Malley

And I’ll leave off with this: Joey Ramone’s painfully exuberant cover of “What a Wonderful World”.

 
 
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2026 Shakespeare Reading Project: Hamlet

My progress:
Shakespeare Reading Project
Henry VI, parts 1, 2, 3 and Richard III
Two Gentlemen of Verona
The Taming of the Shrew
Titus Andronicus
The Comedy of Errors
Love’s Labour’s Lost
Romeo & Juliet
A Midsummer Night’s Dream
Richard II
King John
The Merchant of Venice
Henry IV, Part 1
Henry IV, Part 2
The Merry Wives of Windsor
Much Ado About Nothing
Henry V
Julius Caesar
As You Like It

Hamlet

Dear friend.
I send you a flower from my garden – Though it dies in reaching you, you will know it lived, when it left my hand –
Hamlet wavered for all of us-
— Emily Dickinson to Mary Higginson, 1877

With all the many many many words in Hamlet – it is Shakespeare’s longest play – there are so many words, so much theorizing and reflecting and articulated mental struggle – so many questions and so few answers – when you get to the center of it, or at least what you might think is the center – what you find is silence. The silence you might hear in a portal to the farthest reaches of the universe. Everyone speaks. At length. What they say has meaning. We still quote what they say. But what, ultimately, does it all MEAN?

The fact that people have been arguing about the play for 400 years, struggling to dominate the discourse or express a Grand Theory of Everything Hamlet, just speaks to the play’s unruly and unnerving power. I feel like people are uncomfortable with the play’s open-endedness, with its refusal to just say what it means. This discomfort is appropriate, and – in fact – might be the play’s reason for existing?

It’s easy to forget that Hamlet is SUCH a strange play. There’s so much in between the play and our experiencing of it – it’s SO well-known we take it for granted. There are centuries of commentary, famous performances, etc. The play is covered in barnacles of research and opinion. And so we are overly familiar with it, and THUS, Hamlet is normalized. It’s “the establishment”. But take a step back. Take a couple. The play is not normal. The play is radically experimental. Nothing about it follows the rules.

This starts with the first moments of Act 1, scene 1, where two sentinels (Barnardo and Francisco) meet up on the ramparts of the castle. Famous opening, right? The first line of the play is “Who’s there?” Famously straightforward. “Who’s there?” (along with “how far that little candle throws its beams” from Merchant) is one of my favorite lines in all of Shakespeare. “Who’s there” is so practical – a question that requires a simple answer. This play – so full of questions – starts with one. Also, “Who’s there?” is such a humorously BRIEF question to open Shakespeare’s longest play. However, if you take “Who’s there?” as a metaphor, or as at least somewhat abstract, there you are again at the portal to the universe … or, if you like, standing down center stage looking out into the darkness. Who’s there? “Who’s there” is a wormhole.

Here is the opening exchange:

BARNARDO:
Who’s there?
FRANCISCO:
Nay, answer me. Stand and unfold yourself.
BARNARDO:
Long live the King!
FRANCISCO:
Barnardo?
BARNARDO:
He.
FRANCISCO:
You come most carefully upon your hour.
BARNARDO:
’Tis now struck twelve.

One sentinel relieves the sentinel already on duty. Big whup.

But look closer. It is the relieving-sentinel (Barnardo) who asks: “Who’s there?”

Think about it.

Barnado, the relief sentinel, approaches Francisco, the sentinel on duty, and says, “Who’s there?” Shouldn’t you know who’s there, because you’re approaching to take over the watch? You know the guy who’s on duty. It should not be a surprise who’s there. “Who’s there?” seems like it should be said by the OTHER guy, the sentinel currently on duty, looking out into the night and hearing someone approach. Francisco replies to Barnardo’s “Who’s there”, understandably, with, “Nay, answer me. Stand and unfold yourself.” Basically: “hey, asking ‘who’s there’ is MY job. Who are YOU?” Instead of identifying himself, though, Barnardo cries, “Long live the king!” Which is pretty funny. A desperate display of allyship, i.e. “I come in peace!” By this point, and “by this point” I mean three lines into the play – THREE!! – Francisco recognizes the voice and asks, “Barnardo?” These two are friends and Barnardo has complicated – unnecessarily – what should be a simple, “Wassup, I’m here, go home and get some sleep.” Barnardo confirms, “He.” Francisco says, a bit freaked out, “You come most carefully upon your hour.” Why you sneaking up on me, bro?

Again, these are the first seven lines. Hamlet starts in a state of total confusion. Nobody is identified. Everyone is “who’s there”-ing everyone else.

The rest of the scene does the opposite of providing clarity. Both sentries saw the Ghost the night before and are scared it will come again. Horatio arrives, calm skeptical Horatio. He’s heard the story and scoffs, “‘Twill not appear again.” Barnardo settles in to describe what they saw and you get the sense it’s going to be a long story, but he only gets five lines in when he is interrupted by the Ghost entering. The Ghost doesn’t speak (he only speaks to Hamlet). So … the exposition is interrupted by what the exposition was about to describe. Horatio gives a long (long) shpeel on the politics going on, and the conflict between the old Hamlet (the dad, the ghost) and Fortinbras. Not the Fortinbras who shows up at the end, but Fortinbras’ father, also named Fortinbras. To an audience who doesn’t know that both fathers have the same name as their sons, Horatio’s monologue is basically incomprehensible. Again: only in retrospect does it make sense. In the moment, clarity is not provided.

Meanwhile: let’s see what we HAVEN’T heard about in the first scene. We haven’t heard anything about Claudius, Gertrude, the quickie marriage, we haven’t heard anything about Hamlet! HAMLET doesn’t arrive until the SECOND scene, and he doesn’t speak until halfway through. He’s just part of the crowd (and the first time he speaks – fascinatingly – it’s an aside to us.) Most Shakespeare plays start with a scene where everything is laid out so we can orient ourselves. The first scene here does the opposite of setting up the story. We don’t know who is the lead, or what is the story, we can’t orient ourselves and neither can the characters. Nobody knows who anybody is! Wait, Horatio, which Fortinbras are you talking about?

There’s more strangeness though. The scenes are discrete little pockets, and there is a narrative – sort of – but it keeps diffusing and scattering. There’s no coherent throughline, although the play keeps attempting to straighten itself out. It’s so fascinating. There really is nothing else like it, unless you skip forward four hundred years to the breakdown of narrative in the modernist era. The action – Hamlet getting his revenge – is postponed throughout, almost to the point it becomes funny. Hamlet is going to go meet the ghost, but before that we get a whole long scene with Polonius and his kids Laertes and Ophelia. Then Hamlet and Horatio go to see the ghost, but before that Horatio delays the meeting, and Hamlet has this long speech about scandal. Hamlet is headed to see his mother, and then gets distracted by Claudius praying. Oh, and how about this: Hamlet is told to revenge his father’s death and who is his first target? Ophelia! The totally innocent Ophelia! He decides to “act crazy” and who does he test it on? Ophelia! Scaring her half to death. Ophelia has nothing to do with Claudius marrying Gertrude, so it’s like Hamlet has to cut her off – maybe because he knows he’s going to go somewhere murderous psychologically, and she won’t be able to follow. He knows he is going to change beyond recognition? Or maybe he hates her softness because he hates the softness in himself. (i.e. incel?). In other words, nothing happens when or how it should. There’s no urgency. In the middle of the whole revenge plot, Hamlet devotes himself to directing and writing a play! And he’s way more into THAT than he is into the revenge.

You could say, as Lawrence Olivier does at the start of his 1944 film: “This is a tragedy of a man who could not make up his mind.” This is a common interpretation: Hamlet can’t make up his mind whether or not to kill Claudius. This is a pretty good summing-up of what the play FEELS like … but the reality is much more fluid. At the end of the play eight people have died. But the way they die … it’s not exactly a one-man massacre. Ophelia dies at her own hand. Gertrude dies by accident, and it’s only because Claudius put the poison in the cup meant for Hamlet. She wasn’t supposed to drink from that cup. Hamlet stabs Polonius, but it’s only because he THINKS it’s Claudius behind the curtain. Laertes and Hamlet fight, but they switch rapiers by accident so Laertes dies but only because Hamlet now has the rapier with the poisoned tip. LOOK at this train of events. This is not just “a man who could not make up his mind”.

It’s well-known that Hamlet is a “revenge tragedy”, a very popular genre in Shakespeare’s time: Thomas Kyd’s The Spanish Tragedy launched a thousand ships, including Hamlet. But … what does revenge even mean in the scenario described in the paragraph above? Did Hamlet get his revenge? Not really! A revenge tragedy has familiar elements, all of which appear in Hamlet, but they are undercut repeatedly: it’s genre as skeleton only.

Hamlet wanting — and delaying — revenge is only part of the whole. There’s a dual investigation going on. Instead of blindly obeying the ghost, Hamlet spends almost the whole play testing whether or not the Ghost was correct. He wonders, worriedly, “What if the Ghost was actually the devil? What if he was lying?” So he puts together all these ways to test everyone around him, wreaking havoc and observing the results. So that’s one side: Hamlet investigating whether or not the Ghost was right. The other side belongs to Claudius, Gertrude, Polonius, Ophelia, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, basically the whole court: They see that Hamlet is not like himself. They wonder if he is “mad”. If he IS mad, then why? Is it because he’s madly in love with Ophelia? Polonius thinks this is the reason. Or is it something else? This cohort sets up test after test as well, setting themselves up as secret audiences to observe Hamlet’s reactions to things, hoping to understand the genesis of his madness. We swing back and forth between these two investigations, as every character wrestles for control of the play, for what the story actually IS. The castle cohort is still arguing about Hamlet’s madness in Act IV!! They still don’t know why he’s crazy or IF his craziness is real! Meanwhile, Hamlet gets involved in a theatrical production, creating an excuse to continue his investigation into whether or not Claudius killed his father. But … you get the sense that being engrossed in a rehearsal process is more important to Hamlet. In Act IV, he is sent away on a ship to England, after killing Polonius by accident. Act IV is LATE to have the actual theme and plot of the play still so much up in the air.

There are all these patterns and motifs throughout, which you can’t help but cling to for clarity and structure:

Ears. (Not just the body part but that almost every scene features people eavesdropping.)
Boundaries. (corporeal and supernatural)
Garden. (Ophelia drowning, Claudius in the garden)
Rotten-ness. Images of decay, words like “foul” and “rank”. Political corruption.
Poison. Poison in the cup, poison in the ear, poison on the rapier tip, “fanged adders”, but also poisoned reputations, poisoned minds.
“Heaven and earth”. The phrase itself shows up multiple times (or “earth and heaven”). This could be a subset of the “boundaries” motif.
Acting/theatre. This is probably the biggest motif of all! You could say the play itself is a play. Plays within plays. Hamlet “acting” – as an actor – but also “acting” – as a revenger. Putting up pantomimes for an audience, whether paying or not. Hamlet “acting crazy”. Hamlet correcting his own death warrant, writing in Rosencrantz and Guildenstern’s names … he’s a playwright. The word “play” shows up … everywhere, always. Even stuffy Polonius gets in on the action when he mentions he was an actor back in his school days (nobody cares, Polonius), and one time he played Julius Caesar. (Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar was written around the same time as Hamlet, by the way. And Shakespeare’s Brutus is a clear precursor of Hamlet. So Caesar (Polonius) is stabbed by Brutus (Hamlet). What if, back in the day, the actors who played Julius Caesar and Brutus ALSO played Polonius and Hamlet. The regular audience would get the joke. Worlds within worlds.

All of these symbols and motifs and patterns … they exist. You feel them in the text. But what doe it all mean, ultimately?

Hamlet goes into the duel with Laertes in a suicidal mood. (Or, more suicidal than usual. Hamlet is the prototype of suicidal ideation.) You could see the “duel” as an act – which it is – it’s planned out like a play, it’s not spontaneous. You could also see it as the pretext Hamlet needs for his own death. Death-by-cop. The ultimate avoidance of responsibility. Does Hamlet even want revenge? Does he care about being king eventually? He went away to college. He got OUT. The Ghost is seen wearing full armor: Dad Hamlet was a warrior king. His son is a university intellectual, a poet, a drama club kid. Like father like son is not this story, although Hamlet is filled with fathers and sons: Hamlet, Laertes and Polonius, Fortinbras and his dad, even Pyrrhus in the play within the play. When The Murder of Gonzago/The Mousetrap is presented, everything onstage splits or fractures into multiple spheres of “watching” and “action”: the audience in Elsinore watches the play, while Hamlet watches Claudius. We out here in the audience watch the play Hamlet, and so we watch Mousetrap too, but we can see that the REAL “play” in Act III, scene 2, is going on in the audience. The one up onstage, the fictional one, but also the audience we ourselves are actually in.

A word on the whole ‘Hamlet procrastinates’ thing, and this might get preachy:

Hamlet resists the Ghost’s command and keeps putting off the revenge. This can be frustrating, but only if … you think Hamlet killing a man is okay. In killing Claudius, Hamlet would be killing the thing that makes him him – his sensitivity, his liveliness, his interest in art … and in fact we watch that side of him die over the course of this thing. Hamlet is RIGHT to put off his revenge, because he doesn’t WANT to kill his stepfather, because somewhere he knows if he DOES, he will never be the same again. Wanting the revenge to play out is bloodthirsty and in a way Shakespeare is commenting on how these things usually go and maybe – maybe? – criticizing the audience for wanting to just get to the revenge.

There are a couple of similar theatrical moments that come to mind:

In an episode of Chernobyl, Barry Keough plays a kid drafted into cleanup duty, where he is put on “pet killing” detail. The character resists with every fiber of his being because he knows if he completes his task he will no longer be the same kind of person. He is killing himself, the soft tender part (the best part). I’ve seen YouTubers react to Chernobyl and many get frustrated with him, especially when he wounds a dog and hesitates to put it out of its misery. But … if he came out of the truck on his first day and started blasting away dogs and puppies … he’d be a psycho. No, he has to “come around to it”. In so doing, he has to murder the soft part of himself. His hesitation is the best in him, the best in us.

In Saving Private Ryan, Jeremy Davies crouches on the stairs crying, instead of running upstairs with the ammo. People – safely sitting in front of their computers, never having gone to war – HATE him, and JUDGE him for his cowardice. Spielberg said over and over during the press tour, “That character is me. That’s who I would be in that situation.” We want to think we’d be better than that character. We resist identification with him, even though the director insists we do.

There were those who got frustrated with the dual nature of The Sopranos: there’s the therapy personal-life side, and there’s the mob violence side. The ones who were in it for the violence – who viewed the other stuff as “filler” – were a vocal cohort, as you will recall if you watched the show in real time. I always felt that this cohort conveniently forget the pilot: the ducks in the pool, the panic attacks, the therapy, Tony Soprano breaking down in tears about the ducks, the empty pool, the empty sky. The pilot told you what the show would be, in no uncertain terms. It’s one of the best pilots ever because of this. Those who hated the ending also forgot the pilot. The show was not about bloodshed, cathartic or random. David Chase was very open about why he did what he did. Having the members-only jacket guy come out of the bathroom guns blazing like Michael Corleone would be a betrayal of what the show CLEARLY said it was interested in.

Hamlet putting off revenge reminded me of those things.

We all want catharsis. Aristotle understood this. Some dramas provide it and many of these dramas work, eternally. But when an audience is denied the catharsis they seek, they can turn on the work of art, judge it as imperfect, or somehow “avoidant” – when it is really the audience who is actively avoiding the implications of a work of art WITHOUT a catharsis.

People wish Hamlet would stop dilly-dallying and just kill the king.

But what about the soliloquies? What about everything else in the play? What about Hamlet’s delicacy and imagination? We want him to kill off those beautiful qualities? We think he would be better off if he was a murderer?

This is not to say Hamlet is without its classical elements. Tragedy requires an audience to identify somehow and wish they could intervene in the events. Think Romeo and Juliet. That’s in operation in Hamlet too. You can’t help but think … wouldn’t Hamlet be better off if he just left Denmark altogether and ran away with the acting troupe? He loves being around the actors! His whole mood changes when they show up. It’s the only time in the play he is authentically activated! You want this funny creative drama nerd to kill everyone? Critics considered the “messiness” of the play, and the lack of structure/ambiguity a flaw for centuries. T.S. Eliot called the play a “failure”, since so much is left unresolved, unexplained, and the central character is so ambiguous. The play is very strange but the strangeness is a feature, not a bug. I think part of critical resistance to Hamlet is he is seen as “unmanly”, like Jeremy Davies weeping soldier is, like Barry Keough’s hesitant pet killer is. We want these guys to “man up”. Hamlet is actually called “unmanly” in the play. Shakespeare knew what he was doing. He also knew that the “unmanly” part of Hamlet – the one who went off to school, who reads, who likes theatre – is the best part of him – and us. This is why Hamlet resists the revenge. He likes those parts of himself. He doesn’t want to say goodbye to them.

However, let’s not get it twisted: Hamlet is not a softboi. He is unpredictable and can be breathtakingly cruel. Hamlet has a little Hal in him. (“For worms, Percy.”) Hamlet’s treatment of Ophelia is shocking. We know they had a relationship but we never see the good times. We come in at the end, just in time to watch Hamlet put a torch to the whole thing. He doesn’t “break up” with her, he shatters her, and still refuses to leave her alone. He accuses her of all kinds of things, which clearly aren’t true … all in full view of her family, who fail to protect her, and just continue to use her as a way to get close to Hamlet and see what’s going on with him. Hamlet is shockingly vicious to his mother. “the inmost parts of you” is terrifying. He is cruel to the point of psychopathy to Polonius, including calling his dead body “the guts”. He knows he is the center of everyone’s attention, and so he goes about pulling on puppet strings because he sees everything that’s going on. He knows Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are up to no good. (Yes, but sending them off to their deaths is extreme.) He also knows Horatio is good and trustworthy. He commands Horatio to tell his story…

I read the play three times this year, once before I watched Riz Ahmed’s Hamlet and then twice for this, and each time I’m surprised by it. I remember all the scenes but still they take me by surprise, it’s like they arrive before I’m ready for them. I’m like “Oh! Claudius is praying now? I thought it came later??” or “Oh wow, the players are here already??” “Oh shit, here’s ‘rogue and peasant slave’, here we go …”

You can memorize the order of Romeo and Juliet, and the story/play is intact in any re-telling of it. The play exists on its own events, gorgeous language or no. There’s nothing outside the play’s plot. Not so with Hamlet. Awareness of “everything outside” the play flickers on the periphery, sometimes visible, always felt … At one point Polonius says:

I will find
Where truth is hid, though it were hid indeed
Within the center.

This is true of the play Polonius is in. Truth is hid, and it’s hidden in the center. Meaning can be found in the center. And the center is so deep you can’t even GET to it.

Hamlet without the magnificent soliloquies ceases TO BE. This makes me think of a great exchange in the Canadian television series Slings & Arrows, when Jack, the movie star playing Hamlet (played by Luke Kirby), is freaking out before opening night about the bigness of the role, and Geoffrey, the artistic director (played by Paul Gross), tries to talk him down.

Geoffrey: I want you to think of it in terms of six soliloquies, okay? Count them off with me. ‘O that this too too solid flesh’. ‘O what a rogue and peasant slave am I.’ ‘To be or not to be.’ ‘Tis now the very witching hour’ – that’s a short one, that’s only twelve lines. ‘Now might I do it pat’. ‘How all occasions do inform against me.’ That’s it. Six. And the rest, as they say, is silence.
Jack: I think there’s some dialogue in between.
Geoffrey: Filler.

An exaggeration, of course, although to the guy playing Hamlet it might be helpful. Put your focus where it matters. Without the soliloquies, Hamlet isn’t Hamlet. The play is ABOUT the experience of interiority, which is why Act V is such a shock to the system. Hamlet has no soliloquies in Act V. He’s beyond it. He’s closed the door on his own interior life. Also, alarmingly, awfully, he starts to refer to himself in the third person.

So. These are (some of) my thoughts on Hamlet. When I read the play, I try to come to it fresh. I try to forget the interpretations handed down to us over the years. The amazing thing is Hamlet resists interpretation, ultimately. And it doesn’t matter somehow what everyone has said over the centuries … the experience of reading the play is still – still – a shock. The whole thing is so improbable, so unruly, so diffuse. The pieces can’t be gathered together. This is not to say the play is imperfect, or whatever, but I do believe strongly that uncategorizable works – works which cloak themselves in a genre but then undercut and wriggle out from under the rules of the genre – works that refuse the rules, and allow themselves to be wide-ranging, loose-limbed, even chaotic, have more staying power, not because of what they say, but because of what they suggest. A work that suggests will always be more powerful than a work that says. (Paul Thomas Anderson’s Magnolia comes to mind. A mad work of art, resistant to easy explanation.) This is true, too, of great movie stars: the ones who lead with eccentric individuality (however curated) rather than tried-and-true formulas … they are the stars we keep coming back to again and again, drawn to the mystery, drawn to what they suggest. (Cary Grant, for example. Greta Garbo, for another. We cannot get to the bottom of them. Our conversation with them will never end.)

Hamlet is scary because it is endless.

Quotes below, mainly from my own personal reference library:
Harold Bloom, Shakespeare: The Invention of the Human
Charles Lamb’s pieces on Shakespeare’s plays
Oscar Wilde, various essays and lectures
Samuel Taylor Coleridge: essays / lectures
W.H. Auden, lectures
Mark Van Doren, Shakespeare
Harold Goddard, The Meaning of Shakespeare (volumes 1 and 2)
William Hazlitt, Characters in Shakespeare’s Plays
Marjorie Garber, Shakespeare After All
Stephen Booth, “On the Value of Hamlet” (from the collection Close Reading Without Readings

Quotes on the play

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Happy birthday, Big Joe Turner, “Boss of the Blues”

Before the advent of microphones, if you were a singer, you needed to be heard. “Blues shouters” were powerful figures known for shouting above the music. Big Joe Turner was a blues shouter from Kansas City, and also one of the many – many – building blocks in what eventually would be called “rock ‘n roll”. His career spanned from jazz clubs in the 1920s to touring the world up until his death in 1985. He stood on stages with and collaborated with them all: Billie Holiday, Duke Ellington, Benny Goodman, Count Basie, boogie-woogie maestro Albert Ammons, pianist Pete Johnson. Turner hailed from Kansas City, and did some early gigs in New York, but came back home, feeling New York wasn’t ready for the rowdiness of his sound yet. Eventually New York came calling in 1938, in the form of a talent scout – John Hammond – putting together the From Spirituals to Swing concerts at Carnegie Hall. (These two concerts are now legendary and did what they set out to do: connected the dots in Black culture, from gospel to jazz to swing.) In 1938, same time, Turner and pianist Pete Johnson went into the studio and recorded “Roll ‘Em Pete”.

For more background on “Roll ‘Em Pete”‘s significance, you really need to listen to Andrew Hickey’s episode on it in his A History of Rock and Roll in 500 Songs podcast. To boil it down: In “Rock and Roll Music”, Chuck Berry wrote “It’s got a back beat, you can’t lose it” … and “Roll ‘Em Pete” is generally considered to be the first song featuring that back beat. (Hickey goes into all that. And more. Way more. I’ll be listening to that podcast until the day I die, probably, and I still won’t be finished.)

Powerful forces were converging all over the place in the 1930s and 40s, cultural, spiritual, political and technological. These forces somehow coalesced making space – somehow – for what came after, i.e. 1950s rock ‘n roll and rockabilly. Something as world-changing as 1950s rock and roll doesn’t come from nowhere. It’s not a bolt from the blue. Even Elvis deciding to record “That’s All Right” in 1954, an old blues song by Arthur Crudup, has such a long history surrounding it you really need to understand the context to get why Elvis’ version was such a revolution (and seen as so threatening). If you don’t get all that, then you might make the mistake of thinking, “What is the fuss about?” It’s easy enough to get the timeline and know the Renaissance followed the Black Plague – ha – but there are a lot of little things along the way, inroads, developments, explorations, tangents – that help foster the eventual explosion.

“Roll ‘Em Pete” was a wellspring.

Big Joe Turner was a powerful performer, with a massive voice and infectious energy: these were all very important qualities in the “modern” era. If you wanted to get booked into clubs, then you had to make people want to MOVE. Big Joe Turner was a bluesman, but he was also a big band swing-bang master of ceremonies, which then of course morphed into boogie-woogie which was just a tiny skip away from rock ‘n roll.

Turner influenced everybody. Buddy Holly. Fats Domino. Little Richard. And, of course, Elvis. I love this live performance of “Shake, Rattle and Roll” – where even though he’s got that huge microphone, you can feel the shouting in his voice, the power of it.

In doing a little bit of research for this post, I came across this piece about Derek Coller’s Turner bio-discography Feel so Fine. Some really great details but I loved this anecdote: Turner was arriving in England in 1965 for a tour. He didn’t have a work permit and the immigration officer said, “You’ve got a nerve.” Turner replied, “That’s what it takes these days, daddy.”

 
 
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“It’s an absolute miracle that I’m still around.” — Dennis Hopper

It’s his birthday today.

I’m so glad I used one of my columns at Film Comment -now on hiatus – to sing the praises of Dennis Hopper’s wild and nihilistic Out of the Blue, starring Linda Manz and Hopper.

Of all the essential and now-iconic roles Hopper played in his ravaged and ravaging up-down-up-again legendary-as-it-unfolded career, this is one of the best things he ever did, reciting Rudyard Kipling’s “If” – by heart – on the Johnny Cash Show.

What a riveting moment. This is what it means to be present in the moment. So few people can do it, actors or otherwise. It comes to mind that this is a slightly more formal version of Lee Strasberg’s famous (to actors anyway) “song and dance exercise”, a terrifying confrontation with the void out there in the dark, and being present – intimately present – to those watching you and listening to you. (I wrote about this a little bit in the Film Comment column. I took a Master Class with Hopper, and he talked extensively about “song and dance” and how much he loved it, and then – standing up there – totally unafraid – he demonstrated it. Actors are scared of that exercise (at least that was my experience. It’s raw and naked and you can’t hide – which is the point). But Hopper wasn’t scared of it at all. He was an intellectual, in many ways, an actor trained in the classics. Song and dance was one of the things that released him, exploded him into the actor he eventually became.

He was also a brilliant photographer. Here’s his most famous:

“Double Standard” 1961

And finally: Shortly before Hopper passed, Matt Zoller Seitz wrote a gorgeous piece called “The Middle Word in Life”, accompanied by a gorgeous video compilation of moments through Hopper’s life and his career. The essay ends with the heartfelt (and prophetic words, as it turns out) words: “Contrary to what we’d all come to believe, Dennis Hopper is not immortal. Let’s appreciate him now.”

Yes. Let’s.

A story about Easy Rider:

I asked Ante, our guide in Croatia, what he would do if he came to America. He said, “I would drive route 66 end to end.”

“I’ve done that!”

“You know. Like Dennis Hopper and Peter Fonda. I want to do something like that that.” It was the 2nd time he referenced Easy Rider.

I said, “You love Easy Rider.”

He said, “It was banned here for years.”

“Wow, I had no idea. I can guess why though.”

“FREEDOM!!” he said, with a huge gesture as he careened our car along a mountain cliff road.

(I thought, Both hands on the wheel, Ante, I beg you.)

He said, looking at me thru the rear view, “The first time Easy Rider played in Croatia was in 1982. It was big BIG deal. And my father went and saw it and it changed his life. He understood freedom then and what it really was.” (His father was a wine-grower outside of Split.) “And my father told me all about the movie when I was a child and how it was what freedom meant. He told me there were lines down the block outside of theatre in 1982 to see the movie. Everyone wanted to see it. It was a very dangerous movie.”

Easy Rider came up yet again. On our boat ride to Hvar Island, and then again on our ferry ride to Split, we were surrounded by motorcycle gangs from Croatia/Bosnia (it was literally me, Ante, Rachel, and 80 Hell’s-Angels-the-Balkan-chapter on those ferries).

I glanced at Ante and said, “Dennis Hopper?”

He made a dismissive gesture at the bikers and said, “They’re fake. They’re not Dennis Hopper and Peter Fonda.”

“So what about these guys over here, Ante?”

“Pfff. Fake.”

“I don’t know. They look pretty fucking tough to me.”

“No. Fake.”

“And these dudes, Ante? I find them all deeply attractive. And yet also scary.”

Ante: “They’re just pretending they’re Easy Rider.” Ante was having NONE of it. I, however, was having ALL of it.

“So Easy Rider …” I said, wanting him to finish the sentence, even though I had no idea what he would say. I just wanted to hear whatever it was.

Ante said, “Easy Rider is freedom and everyone wants that.”

The power of movies, people. You never know where they will go or who they will reach.

 
 
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“I live life in the margins of society, and the rules of normal society don‘t apply to those who live on the fringe.” — Tamara de Lempicka

Spoken like a true exile of Jewish descent.

For her birthday today:


“Self Portrait in the green Bugatti”

Fascinating woman, to say the least. Just a snippet from her teen years, okay?

In 1912, her parents divorced and Maria went to live with her wealthy Aunt Stefa in St. Petersberg, Russia. When her mother remarried, she became determined to break away to a life of her own. In 1913, at the age of fifteen, while attending the opera, Maria spotted the man she became determined to marry. She promoted her campaign through her well-connected uncle and in 1916 she married Tadeusz Lempicki in St. Petersburg; a well-known ladies man, gadabout, and lawyer by title, who was tempted by the significant dowry.

In 1917, during the Russian Revolution, Tadeusz was arrested in the dead of night by the Bolsheviks. Maria searched the prisons for him and after several weeks, with the help of the Swedish consul, she secured his release. They traveled to Copenhagen, Denmark then London, England and finally to Paris, France to where Maria’s family had also escaped, along with numerous upper-class Russian refugees.

Tip of the iceberg. More here.

And still more. She’s having “a year”. Camille Paglia deserves some credit, in my eyes, for including a chapter on Lempicka in her book Glittering Images, which is how I got into her work. (From the article: “In 2020 her ‘Portrait of Marjorie Ferry,’ a jazz chanteuse, set a new auction record for the artist, fetching almost $22 million.”) So yeah. Her time is now.

“My goal: never copy. Create a new style, with luminous and brilliant colors, rediscover the elegance of my models.”
— Tamara de Lempicka

 
 
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